No matter how dark it's a night..

so wow, its been like 3 years since i last posted...er maybe 3 weeks. i went to sherkston shores up in Canada for a week during July 4th..that was some crazy shit. we went up with alottt of people..deff one big partyy..specially since they were serving us youngins at the bar  and im not gonna lie me and tina were kind of whores...but it was vacation....i had a nice reunion with the superbowl crew..mike n john..n there cool friendss jay doug matt n dan. deff hott.  heres some picsss..

a bunch of us..

me n jaclyn

doug tina n me

a bunch of us watching a volleyball game

..that was a fun vacation.

but now im grounded..cause i got caught driving after 9 with jackie lynn collins. oh boy..we still had fun thoo..love that girl..

yesterday i went to mike n johns grad party..then went to tinas "sweet 16"..n then back to the boyss after party with lexi n got crunked..madd fun..deff love mike..hes a fun time when hes trashedd

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What day is it 
And in what month 
This clock never seemed so alive 
I can't keep up and I can't back down 
I've been losing so much time 

Cause it's you and me and all of the people 
Nothing to do, nothing to lose 
And it's you and me and all of the people and 
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you 

All of the things that I want to say 
Just aren't coming out right 
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning 
I don't know where to go from here 

Cause it's you and me and all of the people 
With nothing to do, nothing to prove 
And it's you and me and all of the people and 
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you 

Something about you now 
I can't quite figure out 
Everything she does is beautiful 
Everything she does is right 

Cause it's you and me and all of the people 
With nothing to do, nothing to lose 
And it's you and me and all of the people and 
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of 

You and me and all of the people 
With nothing to do nothin to prove and 
It's you and me and all of the people and 
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you 

What day is it 
And in what month 
This clock never seemed so alive 

 K x3 K

..I'll be the shining light
I'll tell you where to go when you are confused
I'll bring you up when you are bruised
No matter what happens, what ever may come
I am always here for you

Currently Listening Unwritten [2004] By Natasha Bedingfield see related

When tears started falling...
He said: What's wrong?
She said: I don't know the word for it.
 

sorry for the lack of updates...summers been insane so far..havent even had time to catch my breath.. :)

These words are my own 

Threw some chords together, the combination D-E-F 
Its who I am, its what I do, and I was gonna lay it down for you 
I tried to focus my attention, but I feel so A-D-D 
I need some help, some inspiration, but its not coming easily 

(bridge) 
Tryin to find the magic, 
Tryin to write a classic, 
Dontcha know, dontcha know, dontcha know? 
Wastebin full of paper, 
clever rhymes- see ya later 

(chorus) 
These words are my own, from my heart flow, 
I love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, 
There's no other way to better say 
I love you, i love you 

Read some Byron Shelley and Keates, 
recited it over a hip-hop beat 
I'm havin trouble sayin what i mean, 
with dead poets and a drum machine 

You know i had some studio time booked, 
but i couldnt find the killer hook, 
now you're gonna raise the bar right up, 
nothin i write is ever good enough 

(repeat chorus twice) 

I'm gettin off my stage 
the curtains pull away 
No hyperboles to hide behind 
My naked soul exposes 
woaaaaah 

(repeat bridge) 
(repeat chorus 
I love you I love you, thats all i got to say 
cant think of a better way, and thats all i got to say 
I love you, is that ok?

 K x3 K

He said: I'll help.
She said: What's another word for sad, but not depressed...but happy for some strange reason?
He said: You're in love.

Currently Listening City High By City High see related

they ignore each other
&& look the other way
but they both know..

i got my license. beautiful way to begin summer '05 dont ya think?

What she really means...
A comrehensive guide to what shes really thinking when she says...

On talking about another girl:
"Her?" read: slut, bitch, skank, whore.
"Oh, are you friends with her" read: do you like her as more than a friend?
"Hm... I dont really like her that much" read: chances are she probably liked you at one time or another therefore I obtain all rights of hate.
"Oh, well then." Read: Shut up now, you're in the shit hole.

On something you did that made her mad:
"Nah, I'm just kind of annoyed thats all" Read: you can find someone else to suck your dick while im pissed... only metaphocially speacking because if you do I'll never talk to you again
"No, I dont care" Read: Actually i do care, and the only reason im telling you I dont is so you'll apologize even more.
"Dont worry about it" Read: do it again and i wont forgive you.
"   (insert name here)   , its okay." Read: I dont really want to talk about it anymore, its really okay this time.
"Its fine" Read: reluctant forgiveness.

On seeing other people:
"No, really, I dont care if you hook up with anyone..." Read: Dont you dare, you do and I'll stick a lamp pole up your ass and it'll be worse than the kinkiest homosexual sex you can imagine.

On calling her [back]
"Call me sometime." Read: Call me within the next 24 hours even IF you have nothing to say.
"Hey why didnt you call last night?" Read: What bimbo is so good that you decided to put her before me jackass?
"Thanks for calling me back" Read:Thanks for making it so I was up half the night thinking of reasons you would rather not call.
"Call me if you feel like it" Read: Call me, asshole!

the end.
hope this helps all you clueless boys.

</3 say what you feel cause ive got nothing left

..deep down inside,
that it wasnt supposed
to end this way.

Currently Listening Never Gone By Backstreet Boys see related

so ive been finding some random cute things lately, and im posting a bunch.

GiRL TALK:
[x] did you know .. kissinq is healthy?
[ ] it`s good to cry.
[x] chicken soup actually makes you feel better.
[ ] lyinq is actually unhealthy.
[ ] only apply mascara to your top lashes.
[ ] it`s impossible to apply mascar with your mouth closed.
[x] chocolate will make you feel better.
[ ] more than half of guys want YOU to make the first move.
[x] most boys think it`s cute when you say the wronq thinq.
[ ] a qood friend never judqes.
[x] a good foundation will hide hickeys. .. not that you have any of course.
[ ] boys aren`t worth your tears.

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27  WAYS  T0  MAKE  A  GiRL  SMiLE  <3
 1. tell her she is beautiful, not hott or fine.
 2. hold her hand at any moment you can.
 3. kiss her on the forehead.
 4. leave her voice messages to wake up to.
 5. when she is upset, hold her tight and don't let her go.
 6. recognize the small things. . they usually mean the most.
7. call her sweetie, not baby.
8. sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
9. pick her over all the other girls you hang with.
10. write her notes [ she loves them ] .
11. introduce her to family&friends as your girlfriend.
12. play with her hair & if it smells good tell her.
13. pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her.
14. pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she
will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it.
15. tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes.
16. throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because
you miss her.
17. let her fall asleep in your arms.
18. carve your names into a tree.
19. if shes mad, kiss her.
20. give her piggyback rides.
21. bring her flowers just because.
22. treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
23. let her take as many pictures as she wants.
24. slow dance with her even if there isn't music playing.
25. kiss her in the rain.
26. take long walks on the beach at night with her.
27. and most importantly if you love her, tell her

_________________________
Boy: i need some1 to talk to
Girl: im always here for you
Boy: i know
Girl: whats wrong?
Boy: i like her so much
Girl: talk to her
Boy: i dont know..she wont ever like me
Girl: dont say that..you're amazing.
Boy: i just want her to know how i feel
Girl: then tell her
Boy: she wont like me
Girl: how do u know that?
Boy: i can just tell
Girl: well just tell her
Boy: what should i say
Girl: tell her how much you like her
Boy: i tell her that daily
Girl: what do u mean
Boy: im always with her..i love her
Girl: i know how u feel..i have the same problem..but he'll never like me
Boy: wait..who do u like
Girl: oh some boy
Boy: oh... she wont like me either
Girl: she does
Boy: how do u know..
Girl: bc who wouldnt like you.
Boy: you
Girl: ur wrong, i love you.
Boy: i love u too
Girl: so r u going to talk to her?
Boy: i just did

__________________________
Quotes

one night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Mieraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." Screaming his name in the middle of the night My mom walks in shaking me, "whats wrong?!?" With tears in my eyes I reply-" I miss him." whatever. i need somehting good in my life for once. Hey. She whispered. Hi. He replied. Do you love me? She asked. Of course not. He anwsered. Would you ever sing to me in the rain? She asked. Nuh-uh. He anwsered Would you miss me if i was gone? She asked. Nope. He said. And he didn`t even see the dagger stab into her heart guys drink to forget about girls.. girls drink to think back about the guy... when guys r in love, they become poor.. when girls r n love they become pretty... guys can forget but can't forgive.. girls can forgive, but can't forget... guys break up when they feel love from another girl... girls break up when they feel the separation from her man... guys feel curiousity towards all girls.. girls feel curiousity towards guys who r interested in her... when guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl... when girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from another guy  but finally Guys wish to be her First Love                             girls wish to be his last   I could see it in her eyes, I could see it in his. I was just a side girl and they where in love. At that moment, I could feel my earth fall and a tear drizzle down my face.   You walked in the door, Your hair a mess, Your shirt unbuttoned half way down. I looked at your in curiousity, "Where were you?" I asked, Your answer a lie "I was with some friends." I could see the lipstick on your cheek, And it smeared all around.

<3Karylin

Currently Playing Hello, Good Friend By The Rocket Summer see related

A boy and a girl stood in line for Superman. The girl shuddered in fear, Her fear, Heights. She glanced at the boy with watery eyes, "I can't do this." ..

wow major major majorrrrrr lack of updates...ugh so sorry.

my lifes all over the place right now..and i dont feel like talk to anyone or doing anything, idk im just in the point where all i can do  is cry it all out..and until thats over..i dunnoo? ugh im just..i feel like no ones there..even my friends..i feel so alone..and its like i know im not..at least i think im not? maybe i am..everyone seems to be coming down on me lately. like im constantly doing something wrong...right now im just focusing on school and my road test..because i need to pass both my finals and get my license. and i got detention today for my beautiful aim..i was throwing a paper ball at this kid and it hit my teacher in the head...mm isnt that exciting. heres a wonderful survey

i did this a couple days ago..but whatever..its something to post

1. First grade teacher's name: uhmm..Mrs. Collins
2. Last person you kissed: Ummm..some kids on spring beak..
3. Last word you said: hey
4. Last song you sang: Shes no you -> jesse mccartney
5. Last person you hugged: mucho people saying goodbye in myrtle
6. Last thing you laughed at: foof at drivers ed.
7. Last time you said 'I love you': to my cousins..
8. What's in your CD player: Mix
9. What socks are you wearing: these cool pig ones.
10. What's under your bed: a couch
11. Current taste: bubble gum :)
13. Current hair style: Down, straight
14. Current clothes: comfy pants and a tank top
15. Current annoyance: guys..hilton..school
16. Current want: Someone. 
17. Current desktop picture: picture from spring break
18. Current worry: my minds lost..
19. Current hate: people
20. Story behind your journal username: tropical kiss...uhh...hmm...idkk i thought it was cute..
21. Current favorite article of clothing: skirts..bathing suits
22. Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyes..smile
23. Last CD that you bought: no idea..i burn most of them..
24. Favorite place to be: far away from here.
25. Least favorite place: school or home
26. Time you wake up in the morning: 6:47
27. If you could play an instrument, what would it be: Guitar.
28. Believe in an afterlife: no idea..sometimes..
29. Current favorite word/saying: wut wut
30. Favorite book: the notebook by nicholas sparks.
34. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: i really dont know..no one has impacted me that much that im not in contact with now.
35. Favorite day: saturday
36. Where do you want to go: Anywhere but here.
37. What is your career going to be like: Hopefully good paying and something I really wanna do.
38. How many kids do you want: sometimes 3..others 2..and sometimes alot more..
39. What kind of truck will you have: I don't want a truck.
40. Type a line you remember from any book: "Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. But when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: They are shooting stars-a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. And in a flash, they're gone." -the notebook
41. A random lyric: "Maybe I'm just not good enough for you." - Simple Plan // You Don't Mean Anything.
42. Eye Color: brown
43. Hair Color: Brown.
44. Righty or Lefty: Righty.
45. Zodiac Sign: scorpio
46.Innie or Outtie: Innie and outie..both yah its weird

DESCRIBE...
47. Your heritage: 50 italian 25 irish 25 german
48. The shoes you wore today: cheer shoes
49. Your hair: brown..and straight..highlights..mostly from the sun
50. Your weakness: when someone does something for me thats totally out of the ordinary
51. Your fears: A broken heart..drowning..and cancer
51. Your perfect pizza: cheese and pep.
52. One thing you'd like to achieve: getting married

WHAT IS..
53. Your most overused phrase on aim: haha
54. Your thoughts first waking up: "ew..i hate school"
55. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: again? eyes n smile
56. Your bedtime: Whenever.
57. Your most missed memory: Spring break
59. McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.
60. Single or group dates: Group when you're just starting out, and when you get more serious, single.
61. Adidas or Nike: Either.
62. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea.
63. Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla.
64. Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.

DO YOU...
65. Smoke: smoke what now....nooooo
66. Cuss: Yes.
67. Sing: in the shower..haha
68. Take a shower everyday: Uh huh.
69. Have a crush: not really
70. Who is he: see above
71. Think you've been in love: noope
72. Want to go to college: well not really..but i am
73. Like high school: to a point..
74. Want to get married: yah
75. Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: no idea..
76. Think you're attractive: i could care less
77. Think you're a health freak: No way.
78. Get along with your parents: Nope.
79. Play an instrument: no

IN THE PAST 3 MONTHS, DID YOU OR HAVE YOU...
80. Drunk alcohol: eeeh.
81. Smoke: uhmm
82. Done a drug: errr
83. Made Out: yah
84. Go on a date: Nopr
85. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No.  I haven't had an Oreo in forever...
86. Eaten sushi: nooo
87. Been dumped: No.
88. Made homemade cookies: Yeah.
89. Been in love: No.
90. Gone skinny dipping: No, its on my to do list tho
91. Dyed your hair: No.
92. Stolen anything: Nope.

HAVE YOU EVER..
93. Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: hahha me? never...
94. Been caught: yahh
95. Been called a tease: Yeah
96. Gotten beaten up: uhh no
97. Changed who you were to fit in: Never.

GENERAL INFO...
98. My name is: Karylin
99. Height: 5'1

100. Favorite toe: HA!  Um..pinky
101. The morning I am: A bitch.  How that differs from the rest of the day I do not know...
102. All I need is: Friends.
103. Love is: Not real.
104. If I could see one person right now: itd be my mema n papa..thats 2 but there a package
105. What annoys you most: People.



Random . . .
x\ spell your name backwards:  nilyrak
x\ have you ever had a song written about you:   um i dont know... has someone written a song about me and i dont know???
x\ what song makes you cry:  oh man... lots.
x\ what song makes you happy: holla back girl..at the moment
x\ what's your all time fav. song?: too many..
x\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep:  usually country
x\ height: 5'1"
x\ hair color:  light brown
x\ piercings:  3 on each ear n belly
x\ tattoos:  nope
x\ have a job:  yahh..
x\ your cd player has what in it right now:  josh gracin
x\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?:  pink
x\ what makes you happy?:  simple pleasures
x\ the next CD you're going to buy:  backstreet boys
 Right Now . . .
x\ what color pants are you wearing: blue
x\ what song are you listening to:  none..american idols in the background
x\ what taste is in your mouth?:  bubbleyum
x\ whats the weather like?:  60s..so COLD
x\ how are you?:  i'm tired. and sad. and depressed.
x\ get motion sickness?:  uh sometimes..
x\ have a bad habit?: backing away
x\ get along with your parents?:  not really
x\ boyfriend/girlfriend:  nope
x\ have a current crush:  a crush is defined as feelings you have for a person that aren't returned. so no, i do not have a crush
x\ have a big regret:  many

Favorite . . .
x\ tv show:  the oc, ER, House
x\ conditioner:  garnier
x\ book:  the notebbook
x\ non alchohol drink:  idk... water or something
x\ alchohol drink: prolly a daiquiri...in the summer..mm
x\ things to do on the weekend:  sleep..shop..

Have You Ever . . .
x\ broken the law:  yeah
x\ ran away from home:  no
x\ snuck out of the house:  yeah
x\ ever gone skinny dipping:  no
x\ made a prank phone call:  ha yah
x\ tipped over a portapotty:  lol no..lifelong goal
x\ use your parents credit card:  yeah
x\ skipped school before: yeah
x\ fell asleep in the shower/bath:  yep
x\ been in a school play:  yeah
x\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend:  yes
x\ had children:  uh... yeah. little joe is running around here somewhere..???
x\ been in love:  naw
x\ have a hard time getting over someone:  uhm i guess..yah
x\ been hurt?:  yes
x\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days:  noo
 When/What Was the Last . . .
x\ you got a real letter:  from my mema a couple weeks ago
x\ got an email:  today
x\ thing you purchased: hollister coat..
x\ Tv program you watched:  boy meets world
x\ movie you saw in the theaters:  uhm..i dunno
x\ song heard:   dht-listen to your heart
x\ place you were [besides home]:  school
x\ phonecall:  foof
x\ you were depressed:  right now..for no reason.
x\ you were in the hospital:  forever ago.... wait, to visit?

When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . .
x\ car:  vroom
x\ murder:  death
x\ cape:  batman
x\ penis:  man
x\ cell:  phone
x\ shoe:  bie..shoobie
x\ fun:  guys
x\ crush:  orange
x\ music:  video
x\ chalk:  zone

this is weird..its just random..

Level 10 [[This is That>
1.McDonalds or Burger King:  micky d's
2.Smoke or Drink:  hmm drink
3.Shoes or barefoot:  barefoot
4.Clothes or naked:  depends on my mood
5.milkshake or Slushie:   milkshake
6.Jello or pudding:  jello
7.Florida or HAwaii:  Hawaii.
8.Warm Or Cold:  warm..hott
9.Coke Or Pepsi:  pepsi..but neither
10.Pen or Pencil:  pen
11.Beavis Or Butthead:
12.Movie or Tv:  movie
13.Green day or Blink 182:   blink
14.The Killers LIve in concert or meet Blink 182:  killers live
15.Shower or Bath:  shower
16.Boys or Girls: boys
17.Finding Nemo or Sharktale:  Finding Nemo!!!
18.UNderwear or thong:  thong
19.Shoes or sandals:  sandals
20.Bikini or One peice:  bikini
Level 11 [[Yes or No>
1.Gay:  no
2.Straight:  yah
3.Bi Sexual:  no
4.Bored:  si
5.preppY:  idkk?
6.YOU LIKE MAKEUP:  oui
8.you like to make yourself pretty:   sure
9.you day dream alot:  oui
10.you sing in the shower:  ahhh oui.

Level 12 [[Hot or Not>
1.Make-out in a hot attic:  naw..
2.sex on the beach:   pretty... sandy. it looks hot but its probably all... ew
3.People being drunk:  good time
4.suspenders:  uh yeah.. hot. ...no
5.emo glasses:  potentiall
6.emo music:  alrite..
7.nirvana:  okay
8.green day:  alrite..
9.tom delogne:  ok
10.travis barker:  ok
11.boredom:  no
12.the color grey: not
13.rainbows:  nah
14.preppy girls:  sure
15.punk rock people:  yah
16.bondage:  idk
17.blood:  not
18.cutting:  def not
19.ducky pajamas:  idk
20.the goonies:  idk

Level 13 [[ rate the movie >
1.The goonies:  only sw aw half.
2.Fidning nemo:  yessssssss so good
3.Legally blonde:  good movie!!
4.scarface:
5.the grudge:  stupid
6.white noise: good storyline..
7.boogeyman: 
8.The Notebook:  amazing
9.Sleepover:  cute
10.Scary movie 1:  funny
11.Scary movie 2:  funny
12.Scary movie 3:  hahahah ^
13.new york minute:  soooo cheesy but so good!
13.the excorsist:  alrite..
14.malibus most wanted:  yeah right... dumb..but funny
15.50 first dates:  cute
16.Just married:  <3 ashton
17.The Matrix:
18.The Matrix reloaded:
19.The matrix revolutions:
20.School of rock: good.

<3Karylin

..She managed to say. He put his hand on her cheek and smiled, "I promise you, If you fall out I'll go with you."

Currently Playing Lifehouse By Lifehouse see related